Am I The New Mrs?

As the calls kept coming in and I kept avoiding, all I could think was...am I the new Mrs.? How did I get chosen? Why do I kinda not not want the title, but I know I fulfill the position. I don't think I'll ever be prepared, and I don't know the rules...I am just winging it and hoping all parties are taken care of. Sometimes it's way to much and other times it's amazing, when it's all said and done I consider it an honor.