Scribes from 2005

So I flew down to Charlotte, NC and I must say It was beautiful. My friend bragged since the moment we meet how nice it was. I never thought about living anywhere else but DC but I don't know folk Charlotte is in the running. My God-brother didn't`t make it down and so Kenyatta and I hung out on our own. I can say it`s really nice to hang out with progressive Black men, my God-brother included. Their funny,know how to have a good time, respectful,and really have there eyes on the prize.
I met Kenyatta almost a year ago and I can say that after that weekend with him he will definitely be a brother I can call a friend, It`s so good to know there are still men out there that are not trying to get into you panties.

I will admit I worried about that initially before I got down there and I was pleasantly surprised when he didn't`t make a move. I guess in the world of guys and dolls this doll has had little faith in guys. I don`t have many male friends and I am so glad to have this one in my life. Back in DC/VA another storm is brewing, my ex-beau/beau

Loving You

I'm a romantic at heart...just a love scribe that came to me. No one in particular, just felt good.
I remember when you came into my life, I was scared for you.
I wasn’t ready for you, I wasn’t ready to love you, and my heart wasn’t open to receive you.
I looked at you as an obstacle I had no idea how to approach you/ this.
As I watch our relationship grow, I stand in awe and amazement.
You are the thread that holds my temperamental life together. I can’t phantom life with out you. Through your eyes you have given so much by how you view the world, I remember I was once like that. I can’t thank you enough for the gifts you give.

Beautiful you

Beautiful you chocolate and new.
Surprising me each and everyday.
Honest and true with nothing to lose.
You show me that dreams do come true.
You came without asking and give without thinking.
So full of beauty I never even knew.
Beautiful you chocolate and new.
Surprising me each and everyday.

I was thinking of my nephew when I wrote this
He will be five on September 26, 2000
I never knew I could love someone so much.
The feelings I have are so much at times I feel like I am going
to burst. My heart is so full of love for him.
He is a master and commander and he has no clue.
It’s so amazing to me how he forced me to want to do better for myself.
I was faced with the realization that I have to do better so he can live.

He could live with love and hope and dignaty.
He will have a chance in this world and I will do whatever,however so his life here
on earth has a fighting chance,and it will not be in vain.