Making Moves

Walking away from ALL hurt

Culture

@ The Guyanese Embassy with the President of Co-operative Republic of Guyana Bharrat Jagdeo

Alone with my Thoughts

Eating Smores and drinking warm milk...thinking.

Edting for a Website

First editing job,guess that B+ paid off. I'll be up late tonight,it launches Friday.

Two Years Ago Today...

Domestic Violence is real. Somewhere right now someone is suffering, please take a stand. I miss you Tiffany, I really wish you were still here, so much I want to tell you. I love you very much and not a day goes by that I don't think about you sister. RIP

Parent Policy

How involved are you in your child's education? UPO Weekend Orientation, so glad I am a part of this!

My Son Rocks!!!

I have an awesome child..I am really blessed. I still can't believe he is mine. I fall in love with him more and more everyday. I swear I have never loved anyone like I love him.

I had a long day and so did he. I took him to school, went to class, came back to his school for Parent Policy Meeting. I have been re-elected for Chairman so documents needed to be signed and the meeting was held, it was a good turn out. After I left there I took Jackson with me back to school. I did makeup for my school's fashion show. Jackson was such a trooper and hung with me back stage until I was done. He eventually asked to go home...long day home at 12 midnight. We were able to get a meal at school, and laid him to bed...now why am I still up lol.


My son rocks,I'm so in love with my little guy. I am going to the The National Association for the Education of Young Children (NAEYC)conference this weekend. I am going to miss my little guy...funny I have not left yet and already miss him. I can't imagine not being able to see him everyday. Uggghhh and when I have to be away I am missing him badly. Well let me go to sleep and I will holler at you all later.

Today

Trying to apply for this job...would be a great opportunity....wish me luck.

Class was cool...got to grind this one out, music is so deep...trying to be a musician as well as a singer is not easy...for me that is. Dropped piano and will pick it back up in the Spring. I can't play and read very fast,plus the Professor was sleep half the semester. I challenged her about my Mid-Term grade but instead of arguing I let it be...I was not about to be her Guinea pig for her only semester here. I have always made a C or B in piano, never a D...something aint right

Stayed in the house all weekend with my little guy, he is so fun. I can't wait to pick him up so we can play, He is so in love with the puppy, I am so glad I got it for him. He would say "Mommy Woky is so cute I wuv him" and then kiss the dog...oh Lord it's too precious. He really needs the companionship, asking God specifically for certain things, he and I are need of...a new baby would not be bad either Oh wait gimme the hubby first lol...Thanks God lol.


Learned how to use a flash drive today....new things and so in love...I know I am slow lol.


Ok still pressing, this is a hard month for me, looking to God for strength in all this.

Oh going to a conference on Friday and come back on Sunday, got childcare thank God,going to take it all in.

Enjoy your day, I know I will try and enjoy mine.

Don't wait

Don't wait on anyone to make you feel beautiful...tell yourself!

Respect

How can we ask for things we don't give? The last one stands out for me the most. I guess over yeas of feeling disrespected, demeaned and not being considered...I have been accused of not being respectful. I guess it's been hard to just smile and take it, it's been hard to give someone something they never gave you. My behavior has been off the charts at times...all from frustration. I have realized over the years if a person is unwilling to change there is no need to get bent out of shape about it.


re·spect
   /rɪˈspɛkt/ Show Spelled[ri-spekt] Show IPA
–noun
1.
a particular, detail, or point (usually prec. by in ): to differ in some respect.
2.
relation or reference: inquiries with respect to a route.
3.
esteem for or a sense of the worth or excellence of a person, a personal quality or ability, or something considered as a manifestation of a personal quality or ability: I have great respect for her judgment.
4.
deference to a right, privilege, privileged position, or someone or something considered to have certain rights or privileges; proper acceptance or courtesy; acknowledgment: respect for a suspect's right to counsel; to show respect for the flag; respect for the elderly.
5.
the condition of being esteemed or honored: to be held in respect.
6.
respects, a formal expression or gesture of greeting, esteem, or friendship: Give my respects to your parents.
7.
favor or partiality.
8.
Archaic . a consideration.

Angry Rants and Dropped Classes

I posted an angry rant a couple days ago. To be honest, I can see where the mad crazy lady could happen...to bad I am too much of a lady. I also have no time or tolerance to even act out..but at the moment I wish I could not care and act a fool. I realized I let someone who was ignorant get to me.


Getting hyped listening to classic Tina Turner...all I need now is some red lipstick and a short shiny hot dress to put on a concert for myself and the lil one lol


I dropped one more class that makes three...going to do my best to finish strong...this was a rough semester.


Dinner is on...tty later folks

Letting Go

Pain in my belly, head is spinning. I just let go of something heavy, I got tired of it so I asked God to give me the courage. I felt so shameful for all these years knowing God knew my heart and still denying his word. I am letting it go and I feel a bit more free.

Asking God to cover me, and be my shield. Weekend was spent in the house. I wanted to take the lil one out... I laid on the couch and cried and prayed, tried to study and prayed some more. It's almost Monday, I am exhausted...way past my bedtime. Sleep well and talk to you soon.

Richard Smallwood & Vision - Nothing Without Your Love

Push

Got to school@ 9:30 am, trying to work out a song I need to play. I got frustrated and said out loud " I could really use a friend right now"...had no one to call so I called on Jesus. Not even 5 minutes later my wise mentor walked in and gave me words of encouragement, I swear he is right on time.