Relax 
I am trying to do just that...RELAX.Summer is almost over and I did just about everything I said I would do.I did my local traveling and relaxed and enjoyed the music.I got to meet Eric Roberson whom I love very much and he knows it now thanks to DeAndre.I was never so embarrased when he introduced us and he says "Hey Eric I want you to meet my friend...oh by the way she wants to marry you"
I wanted to disappear inside myself. Well he knows how I feel now and I`ll continue to stay close(stalk,lol...sike Im kidding) to him as much as I can.
Fall is on it`s way in and you know what that means.The holiday rush and New Years breakable resolutions.
I`ll have to go to the beach one mo gin before I hang the bathing suite up.
Ahhhhhhhhh to live is good.

I Can Do Better

I am extremly tired today because i didn`t go to bed till 4am.I am working on a demo and did not finish one of my tracks till late.I sometimes worry if i am a good singer or not.I have been in this game since i was in elementary school,i knew back then i wanted to sing for a living.I really got into music around junior high and was molded and guided in that direction as a career.
I just want the music to be good,i want folks to relate and connect with it.I know i am a tough critic when it comes to myself but i always feel i can do better.I know i get on my producers nerves beacause i always ask to do the note or verse over till i feel it`s good.

Well the track i finished this moring is a jazzy joint,in the cut ,the pocket... well what i am trying to say is it`s really mellow,dark,soothing and seductive.Now that`s just what the track and the way i sing my vocals suggest,the words say something totally different.Everytime i step to mic i pray i am doing the music and lyrics justice.I love music so much and i think about some of the artist out there and wonder what happend to the real music.I think about songs that spoke about love and not sex,human struggle and not how hard can i shake me ass.What about the songs that made me think about my community and not how many ways can i drive flash and floss my new whip in the projects i still live in.I really hope i can reach someone.

My comments are not a knock at certain entertainers,but i try to be conscience of what i put out into the universe.The things i put out there are a reflection of who i am so i need my ish to be on point.I will do my best to not be so hard on myself,but continue to remind myself i can do better.

Dance With ME Damn It!

I was on my way out the night this picture was taken, to a birthday party that the host never showed up to...go figure.I was lookin real cute that night too.
My friends and i got to the club and the men were so disappointing.Now when i go out it`s not to meet men,but i would at least like for them to ask a sista to dance.
I was in NYC for a Gurls Weekend,it was hot we had a ball.We ended up going to the really nice club.The men looked good the music was right and we all looked Dayum good.I noticed one group of good looking guys,some black,white,mixed all stading together chekin out the ladies.I was like cool for sure they will ask a women to dance.
Happy people came on...great a stepper song!All at the same time they break out in step,all together,all at the same time.WTH!
Not a one asked a women to dance,after the song was over they went back to there drinks and ass watchin.What`s the point of coming to a club and not dancing with anyone but yourself...much less your boys.I know i know...they could have been on the DL but dayum,Go Figure.