Feeling Again, but Not Hoping

5:00 am
So it's been 8 years since we met that faithful night. I was scared and I did not know what to expect. We pick up and leave off like we never missed a beat. I miss how safe you make me feel about things. You wanted a family with me, you wish my son was your son,damn. What do I say to that, I have no words just feelings. I am too afraid to hope so I won't. I will be content and happy I am feeling again but that is as far as it goes.

There are so many memories, I enjoyed talking about them this morning I;m sure we missed some. It's only been an 30 minutes since we got off the phone and I miss the sound of your voice already. It's been so long since I talked to a man better yet a man who has feelings for me. It feels good to have that time to look forward to. Were so far apart how is this going to work. I don't know what were trying to do. I have to make the right decision. Thank you for the unexpected but very welcome phone call,I'm smiling can you see.

P.S. I miss you too

Wham Make It Big

I was so in love with Andrew Ridgley back in the day. George was and will always be a cutie pie but Andrew could get it. This is my favorite video of the 80's.

My First Commercial

Wow I thought this was buried away but I found it, my first commercial. I guess I need to ask them for the full version.


http://www.carousel30.com/film_anntaylor.asp

"I Am Ann Taylor" (Spec Spot)
We were invited to create this spot for Ann Taylor's "I Am Ann Taylor," that commemorated their 50th anniversary. All post-production was completed by Carousel30.

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Sick Flow

I love Ursula Rucker and her flow is so crazy. I remember buying The Roots CD and this poem was at the end. Her voice is sweet yet commanding and her ability to deliver is phenomenal. If I ever had to die and come back as a poet I would want to come back as Ursula Rucker.

This poem resignates with my life so much I guess that is why I was drawn to her. As a former rape hotline counciler I heard this story over and over again. I continue to pray for the women and children who are survivors.

Stars

I love this song so much. I can't say that it is my favorite but I love the lyrics.