Truth Talk

I speak my truth, I say what I feel. Everybody does not have to like it, which I could care less. Just because I love the Lord, does not mean that I have to mince words. Love is love, respect is respect, stupidity is stupidity point blank.

The truth is ugly some times, and so are some people. I get emails asking why I'm I being hard on certain people... Because they have too many people out here acting like fools.

The Jealous Ones

Which only rustles the preexisting hornets nest of one's insecurity, which then causes them to display erratic, psychotic, emotionally disturbing behavior. Pray for these people, they not only destroy their lives, they destroy families and and can cause mental anguish for children.

They can't help it, but you can help by praying for them. Folks need to be careful about who they "hook" up with.... emotional demons love to cause havoc.

Shedding Into The Night

Reviewing because I can't sleep.... haven't really practiced this was in forever.

No Udder Lover

No udder lover.....#hilarious

Today

The whack part of the day was ALL of it, even these whack geriatric Kool Moe D glasses, the whack dilated pupils ,the whack needles, the whack phlebotomist, the whack fact that I still have more test to be done. Don't mind me, it's been a whack kinda day. I'm going to eat ice cream and thank God, he's already got my results.

Drained

Just threw up everything I ate today. #goodtimes #NOT

Lights, Camera , Action.....My Life

Interviewed Comedian Queen Aishah, what a delight and funny.
#mynextchapter , #cameraready #face #interviewer #studio #opportunity #blessings #ready

Once Upon A Time

There was a time I didn't believe any of this. Thank God for deliverance.

2/19 Birthday Goodness

Balling my eyes out at this birthday card.
I'm still getting calls, texts and invitations. I'm trying to respond to everyone tonight to say thank you. When people meet me, I want them to feel love, and leave me feeling better about life and themselves. I just want to contribute that and more. I lift my hands in praise not just on this day, but everyday that I am able to see another day. That even in my valleys he's still with me. I'm never alone or afraid because of him.

He gives me the confidence to be proud of who I am and where I am and where I am going. He knew me before I knew myself, and to him I owe EVERYTHING

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Where Did The Responsibility Go?

What is our world coming to??

And Don't Ever Forget

Random Blog Entry

Yay, free to communicate with you all again after fasting. So I was cleaning out my purse and look what I find. You know you a parent when this happens or you almorest break your neck, or step on a random toy in the middle of the night. I love he. #Family #Kids #HouseOfLoveNPeace #Laughter

Alcoholism

My step father , God rest his soul, was an abusive alcoholic. He killed himself when I was 13 years old. When the call came, I didn't shed one tear, yet in the years to follow I mourned his death immensely.

I watched him try to kill my mother several times. The last time before his death, he was almost successful. He abused our mind, bodies and spirit, it was all about control. I never viewed him as human, and my heart was numb to him. I was a little girl, living in fear for my family's lives...not so much my own, but my mother and sisters.

If I see or feel there is a problem I speak on it. I'll call it and you out, not to embarrass...but to draw attention. I've lived and experienced what alcoholism does. Be mad at me, think I'm being spiteful, I don't care. I've almost met my maker thanks to my stepfather driving drunk, I've witnessed him suffer from seizures due to neurosis of the liver, I've watched my mom's face be bashed open by the swing of a hammer in his fit of rage.
Yeah I take one too many drinks seriously.


As I grew up my heart eventually broke for him, and still breaks for those trapped in their addiction. It is a disease . I pray they see a better tomorrow.

Michael Jackson, Feel Good Music

The best to ever do it hands down! I should be cleaning, but I'm dancing, and the little has joined me. I put on the CD and he hasn't stopped dancing. He loves to dance and while not really knowing who Michael Jackson, he's now hooked. My baby is part of the rhythm less nation, but that doesn't stop him from cutting a rug.
Who wants to recreate the "Thriller" video with me? #MissingMJ

Truth

I could rattle off a few names of folks who make this mistake on a daily.
You can have several degrees, an amazing GPA and still be as dumb as a box of rocks.

Natural

At first it started out as just giving my hair great chemicals. But getting braided once a month started not seem so bad. As my homegirl was braiding my hair, she took a picture, and my hair had grown significantly. I always had a lot of hair, but doing it seemed like such a chore. I just wanted to throw it in a ponytail and be done with it, if I had to deal with it on my own. Being a true showgirl at heart, required me to wear big hair, practically all the time, and I loved it, and still do.

I love big hair, be it a weave, a wig or beautiful braids. I love to change my hair on a regular basis. As I've Beene on this natural hair journey, I'm starting to fall more and more in love with my own hair again. Now don't get it twisted, I have a lot of hair, and I still don't feel like washing, combing it, or drying it. My arms get tired quickly, so if my home girl wants to play and braid it up , she most certainly can. It's just my luck she is a master at braiding.

Kids

Lil one: Momma?
Me: Yes.
Lil one: What time is it?
Me: 1:30pm
Lil one: Oh ok, thanks.

What does this little person need the time, where is he going, what does he have planned? I can't!!!! Too funny!