Last Night

Last night left the taste of your kiss
Still fresh on my lips.
I already know
I already know
I already know that I want you
Last night left the taste of your kiss
Still fresh on my lips and I am beaming today.
(Finally a good date and a good kiss...Thanks Jdub)

Find A Way....

Ok so i met this guy in March and i thought he was really cute.At first i was like naw,not my type he has cornrolls it won`t work.Ill have to dump him the moment he asks me to braid his hair.He never asked,but he did lay kiss on me so hot my knees got weak.It was the kind of kiss that you see in movies,the kind that made you hold your breath.

Now folks are wondering,well great what`s the problem?Simple yet complicated,and my heart was caught in the middle.There was this young lady he fancied way before he ever met me,she fancied him too.What started out as simple and innocent turned into matters of the heart.Everything happend so fast with him,like we were spinning.
Once I realized how bad this could turn out I pulled away.I know he`s hurting and I am hurting too.Not because there was any love lose,but the reality that our friendship would not be the same.
I did`nt want to continue to see him and run the risk of falling for him.When you spend that kind of time with someone it`s bound to happen.I could not understand why he still wanted to see me...I can`t kiss you one day and look at you as my buddy the next.I needed that space and time to clear my head.
Do I miss him? Sure he`s my friend and we had some great times together.
Mabey If I lose him as a potential love,he can still come back to me as a beautiful friend without the complications of romance.
The time and distance is the best thing...but I miss my friend
To be continued...

"Im down to lose you,for a chance just to gain you...
Even if all I gain is the respect that you see in me"
Eric Roberson:Find A Way