Newly Elected

I was recently elected Chairman for Parent Policy at my son's school. It's like the PTA for Head Start and it's an honor to serve.

? What is it?

So my Ex called to check on  the lil one and I...yes folks...he included me. Crazy right? Left me wondering if there were explosives under my car or chickened out on the hit he put on me and the hit-man missed the cancel call,lmbo hahahahah!

I was shocked because he has NEVER done that. I wonder if he is ok?...I mean like did he need something emotionally and did not know how to ask? Even though I spit fire sometimes and bust his balls once in awhile... I will always be there if he really needed me. Usually when folks who are not readily nice or inquisitive about you have an alternate motive. I feel sad because I don't trust kind gestures from him...who knows one day maybe. What is it?

Ramblings

I just want and need to pass all my finals. I got school on the brain for spring but I need a break like yesterday. I fractured my ankle last month and now I have to have physical therapy now...in pain most of the time now .Mike is back in my life sort of...not sure how far I need and want to let him in. He cut his locks off...all off. The same beautiful locks that fell below his booty...I miss them but understand his reasons, he's still the same beautiful person inside and out. Men are so weird, I am glad I am learning self-aware because if not I would be in a world of mess. I used to be oblivious to what was going on with them but now I am starting to understand what I need and want it... makes it easier to weed out the bad ones.


Finals are coming up....Uggghhhh! I am so happy that I made it...I think. Struggling in 2 classes. I usually have no time to study....go figure I have a beautiful two year old all over me and the house wanting to play and love on me. I cussed the Ex out...ask God to forgive me, hope he hears my prayers. I don't want my transgressions to hold me back. Lord knows I try so hard to stay positive and not let him get under my skin. I love him, I just hate his attitude,somehow he has become the victim in our nonexistent relationship which is amazing to me. Insufferable!!!!

 Well I am off again but I will talk to you soon. I hope next time we talk I will have obtained some sleep.