Monday, November 23, 2009

Ramblings

I just want and need to pass all my finals. I got school on the brain for spring but I need a break like yesterday. I fractured my ankle last month and now I have to have physical therapy now...in pain most of the time now .Mike is back in my life sort of...not sure how far I need and want to let him in. He cut his locks off...all off. The same beautiful locks that fell below his booty...I miss them but understand his reasons, he's still the same beautiful person inside and out. Men are so weird, I am glad I am learning self-aware because if not I would be in a world of mess. I used to be oblivious to what was going on with them but now I am starting to understand what I need and want it... makes it easier to weed out the bad ones.


Finals are coming up....Uggghhhh! I am so happy that I made it...I think. Struggling in 2 classes. I usually have no time to study....go figure I have a beautiful two year old all over me and the house wanting to play and love on me. I cussed the Ex out...ask God to forgive me, hope he hears my prayers. I don't want my transgressions to hold me back. Lord knows I try so hard to stay positive and not let him get under my skin. I love him, I just hate his attitude,somehow he has become the victim in our nonexistent relationship which is amazing to me. Insufferable!!!!

 Well I am off again but I will talk to you soon. I hope next time we talk I will have obtained some sleep.

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