So I am still getting stuff.....ooooohhhhh I am such a mush ball. Tears, good tears, happy tears.
Thursday, February 16, 2012
Love Day Continued....Yeah Baby!!!
So I am still getting stuff.....ooooohhhhh I am such a mush ball. Tears, good tears, happy tears.
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
Thursday, February 09, 2012
Sunday, February 05, 2012
Consecration
In consecration, drawing closer to God...can't help but to nourish the budding thing in my mind...spreading to my heart...sigh, writing a poem. Counting down the days...I can hardly breath. Let me refocus..but the heart wants what it wants...can't stop that...for reals...refocusing...he'll still be there once it's over.
Thursday, February 02, 2012
The Burning Questions
Are you single?,Is that an engagement ring?,Is he your husband?
Sorry folks, but I can't let you into that part of my life now. I will say this, LOVE looks good on me. Protecting what I consider what an amazing gift.....right up there next to being a mother. I am happy, I feel beautiful, I know for a fact I am found interesting, quirky, cute, sexy, funny and loveable.
Love starts with friendship
Love starts with friendship
So I put put together a video blog for some of my viewers who have asked me to elaborate on my latest question..."Do you really know who you are in a relationship?" For whatever reason they won't post...UGH! I understood that it would take me having to just lay it on the line so here goes. There is more in the video on some personal things of where I was, then and now. I am delivered from hurt, shame, and the feeling of "not being enough. We place so much faith in man, that when he fails us we feel devastated.
I had NO CLUE about how to be in a relationship. I was in my FIRST "REAL" ADULT RELATIONSHIP in 2005. I had a couple of boyfriends, dated a few, but that was what I considered my first. I pretended to have it all together and acted like I had my answers in order. I embellished experience to hide the fact that I was not "schooled, versed, or hip" to the ways of men. I was never given the rules and every question I asked was answered from a place of negativity, and that it was acceptable to leave rather than "work it out". I was living a lie, I am forgiving of my teacher, I understand NOW why she did what she did. As a parent we should not project our fears and insecurities upon our children, it robs them. The best part of us having this discussion is that we move to look a little deeper at "Do you really know who you are in a relationship?"
I am happy to have been reintroduced to LOVE and it makes me nervous and excited at the same time. Charge it to my head and not my heart, I am doing my best to answer your emails and cover some of the issues in my videos.
Later Lovies!
I had NO CLUE about how to be in a relationship. I was in my FIRST "REAL" ADULT RELATIONSHIP in 2005. I had a couple of boyfriends, dated a few, but that was what I considered my first. I pretended to have it all together and acted like I had my answers in order. I embellished experience to hide the fact that I was not "schooled, versed, or hip" to the ways of men. I was never given the rules and every question I asked was answered from a place of negativity, and that it was acceptable to leave rather than "work it out". I was living a lie, I am forgiving of my teacher, I understand NOW why she did what she did. As a parent we should not project our fears and insecurities upon our children, it robs them. The best part of us having this discussion is that we move to look a little deeper at "Do you really know who you are in a relationship?"
I am happy to have been reintroduced to LOVE and it makes me nervous and excited at the same time. Charge it to my head and not my heart, I am doing my best to answer your emails and cover some of the issues in my videos.
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