Golden and Dreams of Yesterday

I will never know what it would be like to experience marriage. I always dreamed that it would be a very emotional day full of rejoicing. I know I will never know, I have not said it out loud but I know I will not happen.

I used to daydream about who my husband would be to me and making that step toward a lifelong commitment. To love,honor and cherish, I knew I would be excited because he would be my friend until the end. My partner with whom I would share everything. I hear songs and think about how nice it would be. I would visualize the day and the goings on. The show of it all is not important to me,the commitment is. Even though I want nice things a simple ring would do me just fine.
269@Walmart I think it is pretty...hey I can dream. Now I think about how I can make other peoples dreams come true. I still wonder what a lot of things would be like but now I am a full time mother,with no full time help from the father. I used to think I was special. Now I am what you call a babymamma. I never thought I would hold that title but I do. My ex's who some I am still close with are so dissappointed in my and how I got caught up. I get tired of explaining to people that I never intended to end up this way. It takes 2 and I was the only one trying to make things work. But like the song says " I can't make you love me" Unfortunatly I thought he did have some love for me,but I was wrong. Like Whitney's song "It's not right but it's ok" What can you do but dream.

Take me back in the day when loving was pure
Love ain't going away, love is always secure
Life's not always perfect but love's always forever
Lets let true love connect lets try lasting forever

I'm so ready to love, I'm so ready to promise my all
I'm so ready to give til' the day that my life is no more
I'll be everything that this woman can possibly be
Cause I'm ready to be like the olden days when commitment was golden

Be the man of my dreams and get down on one knee, Love
Say you'll be all I need and then ask me to marry you, my love
Lets take two golden bands and lets walk down the isle, Love
I'll say I do and you'll say I do, make a golden commitment, oh

I'm so ready to love, I'm so ready to promise my whole all
And I'm so ready to give till the day that my life is no more
I'll be everything that this woman could possibly be, yes I will
Cause I'm ready to be like the olden days when commitment was golden

Let's last forever (let's last forever)
No typical american shady love
Let's stay together (let's stay together)
Pray God smile upon ours

I'm so ready to love, I'm so ready to promise my whole all
And I'm so ready to give till the day that my life is no more
I'll be everything that this woman could possibly be, yes I will
Cause I'm ready to be like the olden days when commitment was golden

I'm so ready to love, I'm so ready to promise my whole all
And I'm so ready to give till the day that my life is no more
I'll be everything that this woman could possibly be
Cause I'm ready to be like the olden days when commitment was golden

Golden
Golden
oh oh my
Golden
Golden love
Cause commitment is golden
Mmm mmm