Yes!!!

The Minivan part, looks familiar....love this commercial. Hilarious!

Doin Reseach

Gun laws, Area scouting, Target practice, Chords, Triads and such, until we meet again. Long day today, actually long weekend...about to watch the back of my eyeballs.

New Week

Looking forward to this week. What seemed like a difficult situation with someone actually turned around. Unfortunately they redirected their nastiness to my associate. I could see, feel and hear the frustration in them. I overcame it, tried to give advice but nothing seems to be working out for them on that end. I pray they find a way to resolve the issue, I can see it's wearing now. I would hate for such an amazing opportunity to overshadowed by something so trivial.

The testimonies given today still have me wanting to shout!!! God is a healer!!!! You never know what your brother or sister is going through, so I am thankful that they shared and brought awareness. Life will and can take you for a loop, but faith, love and trust of the Father will see you through. Bind that foolishness up, take the Devil and his Demons out with the TRASH, cause that's what is is TRASH!

The Stringless Puppet Master

I am a FIRM believer that you should NEVER preach against what you are guilty of doing, at least not without saying "I know I'm guilty of it too. How are we sold out for the Father and we slay our brothers and sisters? How can you willingly and readily cause pain and suffering to another and say "My hands are clean?" No they are not, they are filthy with blood, dirt, envy, hate, jealously, ratchetness, trash. You can try to spin the word of God like a Svengali, but true worshipers who sound the battle cry know and are hip to your game. You will NEVER EVER HAVE WHAT I HAVE, GET OVER IT.

Svengali:
The word "svengali" has come to refer to a person who, with evil intent, controls another person by persuasion or deceit. The Svengali may feign kindness and use manipulation to get the other person to yield his or her autonomy. Svengali "would either fawn or bully and could be grossly impertinent. He had a kind of cynical humour that was more offensive than amusing and always laughed at the wrong thing, at the wrong time, in the wrong place. And his laughter was always derisive and full of malice".

You Should Feel Blessed

Praise Break

So testimony was given today and the shouting music started. There we were my baby and I dancing in the pews together.....and then the Holy Ghost took over and I got to stomping and shouting. The whole time my heart was screaming out and it said:
I bind you up demon and leave you to your own devices! Your life is meaningless demon and I put a little extra in my praise break for you today. You hate me because you envy what I have, and who I am.....now git you vile piece of nothingness. You can't justify your mess no matter how much you wrap it up in what seems like the word of God. Nothing you spat out is of my Father, you think you're fooling someone, you ain't you fraud. Trust me, it will crumble, implode and self-destruct right before your audience and your very eyes....good luck with that. #Covetousness

All I Need!

El Shaddai!!!!!!!!!!!

Gettin My Hustle On

Off to my little side hustle, thank God I can take my little King with me. God knows this single income I am bringing in is tough but my God is a provider...going to treat him to something nice later for being such a trooper. He is in for a special surprise, I can't wait! Thank you God for seeing fit to be able to provide when others don't, Hallelujah!!!!! My rent and bills will be caught up, God grant me an increase in finances, strength to make life for this child and I better. I stand on your promises.

Friday Night Fun

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I have been looking forward to spending some fun time with my baby, this week was brutal, physically, mentally, emotionally....I was tired, but he asked and Momma delivered.
Trying to impress my four year old with my art skills. Luckily he thinks I'm a Princess and my coloring is in his words "vewie good". My Friday night in a nutshell.

Look Ma, No Hands!!!

Spent 2 hours meeting and mediating. Gaining more confidence in my management skills. I am growing and I am so excited! I look at where I was 3 years ago with this agency and I am so thankful my boss saw fit to promote me, to believe in me, to push me, to challenge me. Hallelujah!
HR finally got my coins right, I can get my lil one's hair cut and hang tough with him all weekend....so relieved and thankful.
#CapableAndConfident

Advocate And Be Aware

Touching on two issues that I continue to advocate for. I remember my days of hotline and hospital advocacy...thinking about going back.

There is a large majority of people who like to make light of this issue....well no one is laughing. This is VERY real and should in no way be joked about, dismissed or be used against anyone to make themselves feel bigger or better.

If and when you do that, you only allow others to see and feel how inhumane you are. Be Aware!

#ForEverAnAdvocate!!!


So my homegirl Maz posted this, love her fighting spirit!!

 This was also happening yesterday, which was a big impetus for my "haha rape" post.

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   Blog post about sexual assault in D.C. unleashes torrent of women’s stories

   

   www.washingtonpost.com

   When Liz Gorman was violated in Dupont Circle in the middle of the day, her recount of the incident went viral.

    

   You've probably heard about the Tosh rape-joke stuff (I'll post a link below in case you haven't), but I wanted to share part of the response by Austin-area comedian Curtis Luciani:
   
   Here's what YOU need to understand:
   
   1) Rape is way, WAY more prevalent than you seem to think it is. Are there more than five women in your audience? You do the math, and then you run the little fantasy scenario that I just put together in your head, and you tell me how it feels.
   
   2) I ain't buying any of that "If I can make jokes about genocide, why can't I make jokes about rape?" Horseshit, unless you made those genocide jokes during a gig at the Srebrenica Funny Bone. You got away with making a joke about genocide because your odds of having a holocaust survivor's kid in the audience were pretty fucking low.
   
   And if you did happen to have one in the audience, and he heckled you, walked out, and wrote something nasty on the internet... would you be more likely to be a human being and say "Wow. I can understand why that person's authentic response to what I was doing was so emotional and negative. Maybe my genocide material just isn't good enough to justify the pain that it inflicts. Maybe I need more skill in order to pull this off." Or are you gonna be a lousy piece of shit and say, "Yeah, I apologize, I guess, IF YOU WERE OFFENDED."
   
   Offended hasn't got anything to do with it, moron.
   
   People have wounds, and those wounds are painful. That doesn't have shit to do with the weak concept of "taking offense." If someone talks about Texas being a shitty state, I might "take offense" at that. Fine, whatever. All of us who like comedy are generally in agreement with the idea that "taking offense" is lame, and a comedian should be willing to "offend" whenever he or she wants to.
   
   But causing pain is quite a different fucking matter. Your job as a comedian is to take us through pain, transcend pain, transform pain. And if you don't get that, you are a fucking bully, and I've got zero time for bullies.

Thankful

So today I allowed my flesh to be in control. I never made it to church tonight so fast...goodness  Well seeing that I was out on Sunday and too physically exhausted on Tuesday, I missed the memo tonight about no prayer tonight UGH!. As I sat in the car, with lil one fast asleep in the back I just started to cry. I began to thank God for just waking me up, for seeing us to church safely on a balled out tire, for my health...I just started thanking him for everything that came to mind.

I thought about how much I love my job, but hate the fact that my pay was misdirected for now. Or that once the little one realized there was no church he asks " Can we go eat now?"...the tears rolling down my face as I was driving because I know my account is in the negative. Thank God for food at home...but knowing at that very moment I could not buy him anything hurt. I have faith, I stand on his promises for my life, my child's life. I know God has got our back 100%!!!

I don't want this to get in the way of any progress that has been made....but I have to wonder...Was it all for not? All I can do it take it to God and trust that he will work things out.  When people are supposed to be responsible, yet allow it to all fall on you makes me question. I feel sorry that they feel pressured to "keep up" all for the sake of keeping that peace. Either way, I am a survivor, either way I have complete faith because my God is a keeper.

When I told my lil one we were going to church, he asked "Momma can you not cry, can you not be sad ?" I told him not all Momma's tears are that of sadness, I have a lot to be thankful for, so those are tears of joy. So the lil one says....."Oh I thought it was because the instruments were too loud.<------insert blank stare here and proceeds to do all the silly things to make me laugh. Thank you God for sending this child of mine, he is the BEST #Kids

Ugh

I hate being upset, I am literally shaking....and that's not good. Thank God we have prayer tonight...need that bad energy off me asap....running Lord...I am on my way.

When A Child Is Hurt

Your heart has to break. Lord make it all better.

I Play To Win

I feel beautiful. I am sexy,confident,smart, and fly. I am an artist. I am God's child. #IPlayToWin

Tingling

Extended play time tonight, I love when we can steal away to make time for each other. I think we may have made a baby on this one.

It's Been Decided...

Let's see how many steal this post lmbo!!
I'M GOING TO KILL YOU, SIMPLE AS THAT. I thought about it and I realized it's the best decision I have come up with thus far.

SPCA Saves Family Dog Set to Be Euthanized

I am thinking of my beloved dog, gosh I miss him even more after reading this.

A California SPCA has plenty of good karma coming their way after giving one family a welcome surprise. According to KFSN-TV, a Fresno, Calif. SPCA treated and returned a dog surrendered for euthanization after being moved by the family's goodbyes to the pet.

A tragic accident left Kayla, the Martinez's family Weimaraner, with a giant hole in her chest. The family was doing construction in their backyard when the canine slipped on wet cement and fell on a spike.

Unable to afford the emergency care necessary to save Kayla's life, the Martinez family worked around the clock to try treating the dog at home. Sadly, their efforts did little to help Kayla's condition. Seeing that the dog was suffering, the family made a difficult decision and surrendered their beloved pet to the SPCA to be put down.

The father, Frank Martinez, was the family member who agreed to drive Kayla to the shelter once everyone had said their goodbyes. He told KFSN-TV that when he and Kayla arrived at the SPCA, he looked her in the eyes, apologized for being too poor to care for her and begged his pet to forgive him for his shortcomings.

This heartbreaking goodbye took place two weeks ago. Since then, the Martinez family slowly accepted that they had lost Kayla. Then they received an unexpected phone call. Shockingly, a doctor at the SPCA was calling to say that Kayla was very much alive.

The shelter was so moved by Frank Martinez's tear-filled goodbye, they decided to provide Kayla with the care she needed free. A healthy and happy Kayla was reunited with her family this weekend, and for the first time in weeks, smiles replaced sniffles.

New Year's Eve

In amazing news....got an invitation to be part of the opening line up for New Years Eve!!! I am not going to lie, I gave a pause but quickly perked up when I heard the headliner. I am going to hate that I am going to miss church, but I've worked and waited for so long. Now onto the best part....WHAT SHOULD I WEAR???

God Covers

God is a provider, it takes more then $52.34 a month to help support a child. Live,Survive,Fight!

Nothing to worry about because God is the ultimate provider.