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Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself.

Vampy Lips

So I love my make up, I especially love my Ruby Woo. As of late, I've been causing fever with it and so it's time to kick it up a notch and cause the boys to fall out lol. Enjoy!

All The Ammunition I Need!!!!

I feel a Law $uite in my $pirit thank you Father for the me$$y people of the world. It really pay$ to have a Watchdog $ervice on your $ide $$$$$$$$$$$$$angin all the way to the bank!

Why Am I So Emotional?

  Sometimes I am so focused on pushing others to the next level up, you don't really realize how you touch them. Thank you Hazel for this. I miss you so much you organized nut lol. Gosh I envy that in you lol. The more you and others leave comments like this just confirms the direction God wants me to go in. You actually made this Tough Girl get misty eyed and that don't happen often, kudos to you lmbo.
HazelBeam said...
Hey Diva!!! I just wanted to say, you keep me rolling. You make me laugh, cry and sometimes spit my food out...you are so generous with yourself. I was wondering if you could come and speak to a Women's Group? I want to catch you before you get too busy. Are you going to be speaking with Bam's Foundation? Your story needs to be heard nationally. I will inbox you the details, just let me know if and when. If you need any help, homework ,a sitter, just let me know. I know you run your life efficiently, but I also know the huge undertaking you have. I am so proud of you.

VOTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Keep Shining!!!

There will be people who will  hate, be irritated, annoyed, mad, pi$$ed off, upset, agitated, furious, angry, miffed, confused, baffled, stunned, sad, verklempt, vexed and perplexed that you don't fir societies and their stereotype. For me, I've been called a "Baby Momma" with is disgusting and disrespectful, I've been called bitter, hurt, crazy, uneducated, a welfare recipient, lazy, angry you name it. None of these bother me, it just shows the rest of the rational thinking world who the cancer is. These people are diseased in mind and they spew it to others in hopes they will be joined in trying to pull you down. It's hard for someone people to believe you are more than. It scares them when they find out you are all that and a fabulous pair of pumps....or they already know you are all that and a fabulous pair of pumps and can't stand it.
 These people are insecure, and it has bred contempt for you....regardless.....KEEP SHINING!

My Dream

Ok I know you like all my little jokes I make and silly updates, but I am for reals with this .....oh Good Morning FB! I had a dream last night, I was in Italy and recorded a cd. It actually had cover art, which I didn't like, but it was art. It had 12 songs and sounded half decent. In the dream I felt rushed to record, and wasn't given a chance to review and redo the rough stuff. I was disappointed about that to say the least because the music and vocals are EVERYTHING. It seemed so real, so much so I almost went to iTunes when I woke up.

 

 I don't know exactly what it means but I do know this. I pray that if I ever decide to put my own music out, not the stuff I write and record for others, the music makes sense, it tells a story, my vocals are tight and I don't feel rushed. I thank you all for always supporting me, coming out to see me perform, and wanting to work with me. The feeling is mutual and I am overwhelmed by your love. I also have a little bit of bad new about my performing this Holiday season. I have some shows lined up but due to politics, the version you saw me in may not happen. Once I know what the theater and director decide to do, we the cast can give more informed information. I just wanted to give you a heads up since Fall is approaching. Anywho, I fell asleep last night, didn't watch my movie and didn't crack open my homework. Momma works hard as you know, my body was not having it last night and I had to obey. You have to allow your body to recharge folks. So today I shall do all I set out to do last night and a little extra today.  

Thanks for reading and be easy folks.

Tonight, Tonight

So my girl came by yesterday and said " I need to live"...she quickly caught herself because she knows her idea of "living" is very different from hers. My club, boom boom lounge days were over in my twenties. I admire her though...she can walk into a club or bar and just hang out. I could never do that, one I don't really drink, and I find it extremely annoying and difficult to talk to anyone who is inebriated .

I gave in and told her we could hang tonight, but my confession is I purposely took too long tonight so I could stay in and watch this foreign film I've been dying to see. I'm so bad,lol. I'll go out with her tomorrow ,but not before all my homework and cleaning is done. I just pray it's not a club setting. My Momma and I got Mani/Pedi's , eyebrows so our girl time was worth missing any club any day.

I promised my girl, I would take her with me next time I hit the road. I enjoy exploring, especially with friends.

Coward

Cowards are people who hide, conduct themselves in atrocious behavior, throw rocks and hide their hands. They would never have the guts to be out in the open with their foolishness. I know most are afraid of getting their teeth knocked out and their head split, that's why they hide. Cowards will sit back and watch foolishness take place and do nothing....it's ok we get it, you're scarey lol.

Adults like me will tell you to your face what the deal is....trust me I have people who have witnessed my work. It's uncomfortable, it's not pretty, sugar coated, but I don't waste time. I am all about facing your fears, so when you are feeling like a coward, be extra bold with your mess. You may end up in the hospital or even in a grave....but at least you went out big. I like to say Go Big Or Go Home!

Take Me

God I get it now!! It was a light bulb moment, eureka!!! for the life of me could not understand why I was catching all the hate coming from her but after consulting with others I get it. Their consensus was all the same and conclusive. SHE'S CRAZY, NUTS, INSECURE AND JEALOUS. She is a child masquerading in a woman's skin and she is too far gone mentally to see it. I really do feel bad for her. It must be anguish to be in her position. I can't even imagine what it is like having to live fully immersed in that kind of sickness. On river of denial she continues to float, and I truly fear that she will go right over a waterfall of endless turmoil. I really used to ponder this foolish soul's actions like it was one of the great mysteries of the world...when all I had to admit was, she's mentally unstable. I didn't want to give her that, but I have gone over this a million times in my head and that is all I am left with. Perhaps she's depressed as well, either way she's sick and I feel sorry and pity for her. For all those who are in a relationship with someone who is battling this, my hats off to you. I know at times it can feel very trapping but know you don't have to stay out of pity. Dang shame.

I'll Kill Um Dead Ya Hear!!!!

Great Little Diddy I Found

A wise man once told me, "HE WHO SPEAKS DOWN UPON YOU IN YOUR PRESENCE IS THE SAME WHO SPEAKS HIGHLY OF YOU WHEN YOU'RE ABSENT."

I just love me a HATER!

Natural Woman

It's been a minute since I had the creamy crack...I don't know If I'll ever go back.

Beautiful Bond

It don't get no better than this, my best friend and I. Yeah we fly and we know it!

Vermin

Tears flowing, heart is full, overwhelmed because life can't get any sweeter. I sit back and look at my life and all the blessings seen and unseen and I am so amazed. You cut out the non factors and see the peace increase. They are the roaches of society, and have no value. Stomp, then squash, drag your foot so the body is dismembered and repeat lol. Creatures like this will always be vermin, so kill onsite. I bet if you sprinkle a little Holy Water on the kill site the ground will sizzle lol. Remember they are the pests, do not pet, feed or be kind to them.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vermin

Legitimate Rape? A Rape Victim and Counselor Reflects on Rape Culture Myths | RH Reality Check

 Please check out my beautiful Sister in council, life and love. I am so honored to call her my friend and I am so proud of her bravery. I am seriously considering going back in to counseling. After reading my girl's article, I feel compelled with a great responsibility to go back.I am not going to lie, I miss it and the village of hope and security we were able to offer.

Legitimate Rape? A Rape Victim and Counselor Reflects on Rape Culture Myths | RH Reality Check

It's About To Go Down!!!!

It's about to go down!!! The little one is home from school, and we are going to have a web slinging fight! I play to win, who cares if he's only 5.

Romney Tells Wealthy Donors That 47% Of Americans Are Lazy Moochers

Romney Tells Wealthy Donors That 47% Of Americans Are Lazy Moochers: pIt’s only September, but Mitt Romney has already written off almost half the country’s voters. A hidden-camera recording obtained by Mother Jones captures Romney at a private fundraiser telling donors that, “There are 47 percent of the people who will vote for the president no matter what. All right, there are 47 percent who are [...]/p

I Can't Make This Stuff Up!!!

Why is this Baboon relentless...can we say Animal Kingdom lmbo!!!

Epic Weekend, A Celebration of Love

    So this weekend was EPIC!!! First party was with my baby's friends, then we hit the road to WEST,VA. All the major players showed up, everyone who mattered helped to add 20 more productive and happy years to my child's life. I even got a little emotional because of the outpouring of love for my little one, but also  for me as well. My role as his mother is something I will never mind going above and beyond for...but it is always feels good to be acknowledge. I even invited his other parent. He didn't show up which I could care less, but it was the decent thing to do, so I did it.  I only care about seeing the boy smile...and smile he did with his Spider Man Web Shooter Gloves!!! Lawd lol, I was finally able to give him that thing after weeks of keeping it a secret, and that I had actually purchased it weeks ago . He loved all his other gifts, and the best surprise of all...his God-Parents showed up!!!! That was a major surprise I was sitting on as well. He is so in love with his God-Daddy and his God-Daddy is crazy about him. Now that's a real man, and I am so blessed he continues to play a pivotal role in my son's life.

What an awesome crew I roll with, they made the drive to support and celebrate the little one's 5 Born day.  I am still gushing and high from how fun and amazing the weekend went. I am even more thrilled because I didn't have to bring home any food, you would have thought you jokers never ate lol!!! No really I put my foot, back and even an arm to make sure the spread was fit for my lil King.
He is the joy, love and light of my life. Everyday I thank God for him, I swear his little soul saved my life. Thank you Father God!!!

Sorry I have been away from my blog folks, but I was busy.....living well, good, happy, stress free, energized. I just got hyped typing that last part...guess it's because I have more exciting things to come lmbo!! Summer 2012 has been crazy fun, I can't even front.

Until Later Toddles!