Wanna Read Something Funny?

God is so funny, but right on time. He knows me so well and I love that because he made me. I had typed up my last blog...it was good too ! Full of whos, whats and wheres and whys. I was detailed and explicit and most importantly truthful. I put a lot of time into it, and just like that I accidentally erased it...just like that, every last word was gone. It was like I had never written it. Sometimes I don't have a filter. Sometimes I want to do one thing, but God will convict me to do something else. Sometimes I feel tempted, and he just removes it...he has something amazing in store for me. I feel he's preparing me for something and when it comes I'll be ready.

God helped me navigate the valleys and I delighted in him. You have to praise God in all, the good and the bad. I shouted when my tormentor tried to break me I just praised even harder. While she was trying to hurt me, I was using her venom as a tool to further my life and career for something good. I always wanted to get to a place where I was not afraid to take on certain things and unbeknownst to her, she was instrumental in helping me. Her coming to my home, calling, texting and friend requesting....it all helped...creepy, but it helped. Lord you said you would make my enemy my footstool, I trusted and you delivered.
Sometimes you have to meet people on their lowest level to learn...the secret is to not remain there. The filth of it all may rub off on you.


I have some much to be thankful for, but Lord If you never do another thing, I am still thankful. Happy New Year people!

Learn From Your Pain

"Sometimes, we need to be hurt in order to grow. We must lose in order to gain. Sometimes, some lessons are learned best through pain" -Unknown

Redskins vs Cowboys, Last Game of 2012

These football fans are some kind of serious!!!!! #Redskins

Tell um why you mad son @ these Cowgirls. These three got real quiet in the end lol.

No cold for this cutie, VIP all the way!!!! It's the only way to roll!

Epic Fail

Some males don't know how to be men. They truly believe being a big prick or an asshole is ok....until they find it only makes things worse. Call it pride, I call it being a bitch. Some men will beat a woman down with their fist, words and actions....but let a real man step to them and they lose their heart to be "tough." Having dick shouldn't mean you have to be a prick, and men who are "catty" with women have sexuality issues. Real men value and protect women at all cost. Man Up!

Love It!

“@idillionaire: You can never truly relate to what someone is going through, unless you've experienced it yourself.”

You Already Know

And if you already knew it was there and knew the answers, why torture yourself looking...the heart and gut don't lie.

Roots

Hummm That's Weird..

You've never even met me.

Hope for You in 2013

Get Hip Honey

And sleeping with him while he's trying to "figure" things out does not mean he's going to stay with you. He's a man, he wants to satisfy himself, and you're there...nothing more, nothing less.

Whipped!!!

So i whipped the kids in video games. I fought the whole gaming system thing for a whole year. Well I decided to allow it to function as what it is and not a glorified DVD player. We played the interactive games and had a blast. Now I want to buy more...who knew I would like it so much. Tired now, but it was a good workout.

Totally, Semi, Kinda, Not So Much

But love reading these silly Tweets. I like odd facts, and stories...so random.

My BN Family

Look at my Hubby, he's so yummy and we play husband and wife...yeah girl snagged a super model in the village. Us clowing after rehearsal. Look at at him drumming and texting...SMH! Check out hubby's latest, I'm so proud of him, he deserves all the success.

Gifts Are Not Always Material

I thank God for my gifts. I used to not want to be obedient and use it, but while it's a blessing to me, I have to remember it's a blessing to others.

Never Been More True

Happy Holidays!

My hero and I.I love this kid! He's a gentleman, a comedian, a little walking talking expression of love. Raising him to be a light to this dark world, raising him to be a great man. #Blessed

Merry Christmas!!

Awesome service! I was a guest vocalist at this church and it was amazing, all our harmonies were tight. The word was on point. I asked God to reign in my tormentor. To give me this day of peace. I really pray for her Lord I do. I thank you for her, she really gave me great insight, though her approach was negative and crushed me at times, she became an asset. Make my enemies my footstool Lord. Make a joyful noise unto the Lord, I know I did....and my baby danced and shouted all service. Merry Christmas all!!

Straight No Chaser

"I love black men, even the one one's who don't know how to love themselves or me." -Born N Breed

WOW

Just got off the phone with the designer of the line my Grammy dress is from. Me lil ole me, that she called on Christmas Eve. Talk about dedication to her line and her clients. I'm having the best Christmas yet!

The Answers to Your Questions

Between last night and today I started thinking about how you could drive all the way to my house, wait for me, look at me and see me looking back at you and you not say a word.

So to answer your questions and make some statements.

Yes that is his child.

No, I will not take him off child support. I could care less if it would make it easier on you.

I'll move away when I'm ready, please stop sending me suggestions.
You coming to my home does not intimidate.

You coming to my home and approaching me will ensure that you might be taken away on a stretcher. I'm a mother, so any proposed threat on me, is a threat on my child...you don't want that kind of trouble.

Telling my child that I'm ugly and that I should like you is clear exploitation of a child.

My udders are amazing.

I'm not scared of anyone you know who wants to "jump" me.

Last but not least, no I don't want to be your friend. If you call, text, email, drive by, send me a smoke signal again, my answers will not be what you want to hear, it may even hurt your feelings...not my intent but you asked for the truth. No I will never see the honesty in you, I know you are a child of God, you love to reference him, but I don't see him in you...oh well.

You used to confuse me, but I'm starting to piece together how your heart and mind work. I'm not judging you at all, in fact i get it, don't agree about the way you've gone about it...but I get it.
You worked really hard this year on me,harder than 2010, and 2011, believe it or not I totally don't mind it. Keep up the hard work!

One Day At A Time

So I'm missing an A, not even a "claim" I know I literally aced that class. Through continued sickness, working and raising a child. Lord when I decided to go back to school, you told me to trust you. At that time I wasn't working, cashed in most of my investments to pay bills and keep a roof, you told me to trust you.

You removed everything I used as an excuse to go back. You opened doors, and said walk through. My little one looking up at me, and me looking back at him, scared but trusting God to take care of us. All the things I considered luxuries I left behind and came to terms with being in a season of sacrifice.

2012, I can't recall any mournful, tears of any kind of heartache. Lord, everything and everyone who attempted to make me mad, made me laugh. There were hills and certainly some valleys... I sought and trusted you the most during those times. While people were asking me "what are you going to do?", I confidently expressed that God was able.

I wrote my last blog, but after today I now have to totally have to make some changes. I'm so emotional right now, I'm so overjoyed. I posted this via FB earlier after viewing my grades. If you have a dream, a goal in life, go for it. There will always be something that comes up, always someone who will pass judgment on why you haven't arrived. Bottom line, don't stop and don't listen...the Devil's job is to break your spirit, your heart and your dreams...keep pressing loves.

God's Report, Not the Dr.

Out of the hospital, just in the nick of time....ain't God good!

The Confidence

I could hear laughter and confident commands. I was resting down the hall and the sound of the children was a delightful awakening. The sound of my child leading the others brought a smile to me face. I just laid there thinking, he's going to be just fine in life.

How Did You Make Someone Feel in 2012?

"People will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.”

Last Blog of 2012

I'm getting ready to write my last blog entry of 2012. The words are flowing and I promise it will be a revelation of things and my perspective. I'm excited to write it and even more excited to release it. My blog is my sacred space. Some people have a room in their home, a location, mine is my blog.

Everyone should have a "place" mine just happens to be my blog as a writer, a creative soul searching for and giving answers. Besides my conversations with God it is the place I let it all hang out.

Tis the reason and not the season. Our family and I purge during this time. My son recently came home with a new toy before the holiday. We turned right around and gave it away. The lesson in our home is to have a spirit of giving. Stay tuned, I hope my last blog of 2012 is a gift, lesson and blessing.

Later Loves

Trust

Trust no man with your future, trust Jesus!

How Family Should Be

So tonight we had a great discussion about family. It is the best thing you can be a part of. Mommy, Daddy and child(ren), is one of the most beautiful bond that people can share. The umbrella of unity of added security that family adds to children are priceless. It's not just about our family dinners, or family outings, it is the covenant of God's love that means everything.

Feeling very loved and covered tonight, and Daddy brought home cupcakes....YASSSSSSSSS!!!!

Awwwwww

My lil one said, "awww Momma, you so cute, your eyes look like a cat. Why do your eyes look like a cat? Are you my sweetie Momma?"

He turns me to mush every time!!!!

Well baby boy, my eyes are a result of Asian ancestors, we come from a very diverse history. And yes, I'm your sweetie and you are mine. Gotta love that kid.

Meanwhile...

Spiderman dreams and I haven't killed this fish yet.

People Make Mistakes

I'm Just The Messenger

No matter how many times you tape my picture to the mirror, when it's removed, it's your ugliness that's still shown.

Guttin The Fish

No, low class women. Women get tossed aside, even after being heavily warned, women the enable and cripple would be men, women who act dignified but are really ratchet, women who trick men with money and sex, women with low self-esteem, women
who pay to stay, women who were abused, orphaned, drug addicted,raped,molested,protested,insecure,women who have no spiritual compass, women who are manipulate men,mentally unstable but socially undetectable. These are some of the labels my partner has used to describe her. The picture has become clearer now into her madness.

Mornin Funnies

My View...

The other night, this was my view. One rehearsal, yet the sound was close to perfection. So very honored to be a part of such musical excellence. #Blessed #BiscuitNose

Honor Roll

Even with everything and occasional challenges, I still say Lord I thank you. My baby made Honor Roll AGAIN!!!!
My fervent prayers and determination to get my amazing child to where he is, is paying off. Invest in your children people!! Be loving, kind and patient and prayerful with them.

He is really thriving and my heart is overflowing with love, and gratitude to God for it. It's a nonstop 365-24 hour grind. Be determined for your children to grow. DO YOUR RESEARCH!!! Kiss them every chance you get. My child's possibilities are endless!

Angel Gone Too Soon

https://m.facebook.com/RememberingAna?id=124635064363921&_rdr

Taking Flight

I'm just holding on and enduring. It's what sacrifice is made of. I keep dreaming of the day when time and distance and severance is my peace. I see it clear as day. Pacing myself toward it. You'll look up and we'll be gone. We will be the stuff mysteries are made of. Investigators and folk alike will be left scratching their heads, baffled at how we just disappeared into thin air.

Protect Me Lord

#Random #Thoughts #PrayingSpirit
I am scared.

Family

I'm so overwhelmed with emotions right now. Good emotions and happiness about the unity of our family. It's so beautiful to see a man take charge and set the course for his family and be excited about it. Father I ask no hurt, harm and danger come to my family. Today I am overly emotional, and thankful for my life being spared. I won't be doing the judging or deciding, and whatever befalls the devil will be just.

Father slay, impede, deter and demolish the devil's plans to pull us apart. Father we all know that was and is the plan all along. Thank you for placing angels all around us. Let no man or beast put us under.

Pressing Charges

This girl is really sick.Threatening and attempting murder on a woman and her unborn child will be punishable by Life and or the Death Penalty. #AttemptedDoubleHomicide

Musicians!!!

Thanks for the responses to my Tweet and post. I will send out an invitation soon. Please be prepared to play on the spot, knowing me does not and will not secure you the position. #Music

Finally!

Tree is up, thanks guys lol, Momma can rest now. #I'mAPrincess #Christmas #Family

Die Already Why Don't You.

I've never made any bones about my disgust for her. My eyes, ears and brain is literally bleeding. I feel sorry for the folks that don't recognize the waste of it all. #Tortured #DieAlready

Son Of A....

Bee sting, I'm hungry again. #Grumpy

As Promised

I told you I would post a pic of her. This is her on a good day. She tries, I give her. F+ for effort.

Paranoid Bitch!!!

Tension!!! I love it!! That bitch is paranoid!!!


This is a nail biter ! #Unfold

Oh Lord

You and your fake ass , no existent relationship, kill yourself NOW!

Take Off!!

Travel has been officially squared away. We've never spent Christmas away, so I'm extra excited. Who knows, may try to extend our stay past New Years!
#Hyped #ExtraBlessings

I Love It

When people inconvenience you it can turn into a huge blessing. I win, you lose!

Thanks

Nausea

Now that it seems to be easing up, I want to eat everything

Me Want Sushi!!!!

Why am I still hungry? Can't have sushi, but I so want it.

Evolution and Darwin

Glued to the HISTORY CHANNEL!!

A Man That Cooks

I got him trained well, dinner is served!!

This Fool Right Here------>

You're a saggy sack of moldy beans!!!!!! LMBO Posting her pic in 5,4,3,2...

Yes There Is A Gawd!!!

Candy/Sweets craving solved. I normally don't eat them, but when a craving kicks in ya gotta sometimes give.

I Don't

I don't insult people, I describe them lol!!!!

Geesh

Because some people leave a relationship shitty and mucked up, much like their hidden personalities. They don't know how to just bow out gracefully. Get some class, even if your folks didn't teach you how to have any.

You see the what and how much respect and value a person holds for the EX by their behavior when it's over.

You can't eva say I did the following...
Check my Facebook for the list.

Mental Health, The Media

And the big fat fucking Red Herring and diversion. For you dig bats who don't have a clue. # SandHook

For The Ignorant Idiot Box Watchers

Pregnant And Glowing

Finally got the shots back......beautiful, blessed and amazing.

Cravings

UGH....must have cake and tacos!!!

OMG....

OMG The designer herself emailed me!!!! I wanted my dress before NYE, but I'll be patient and wait for perfection. I'm so shocked she emailed me. Yay!

For The Sick and Shut In

Singing Christmas songs for a local Hospice. I'm excited and happy to do this especially. I sang to my Grandmother before she passed away, that was her last request of me. I gladly give away this gift.

Chil Please!!!

If it's nothing more that I hate is when someone (strangers my people know) presses me out for something (styling,makeup,editing,music,directing)creative. No money in hand, but want a handout. There was a time I gave away my gifts, which I still do wisely, but some folks will try you if you let them.

If I get another phone call from you about this, you will get the bizness. Stop trying to pimp me out!!!

That's Me!

People who stay awake till late night are more intelligent than the people who go to bed early and rise early for the day, study suggests!”

#Violence

Children should be off limits PERIOD.

Twitter and Facebook Floods

It's totally understandable.

I LOVE THIS GAME

Telling Them How You Feel

If you've told someone you love them, proud of them, you're happy for them, you're glad they're in you're life, you want the to succeed no matter the starting, you think they are beautiful,like them, you don't judge them ect, good for you, you've impacted someones life.

If you've put someone down, called them fat, ugly, you hate them, they're worthless, desperate, you wish they were dead, you dislike them, you hope they fail, you can't stand their guts, good for you too. You may be a totally loser with coal for a soul, but at least they and God knows how you really feel.