I am dancing in the midst of the lines, leaping throughout the crescendos. I am right there lost in the verse of a song, wading in the percussion, reveling in the staccato and falsetto. Can you see me there; it's the place I feel most at peace. Hanging on the strings of a love song and drowning in its lyrics. Can you see me, I am right there lost in the verse of a song.
National Children's Dental Health Month So there was a contest to win a fifty dollar gift card and a pizza party for my son's classroom. The requirement was either a song,poem or poster. I made a poster as well as a poem and included fun dental facts. When I went to pick up my part of the prize there was a beautifully hand written card. I worked hard on it and I am proud that I was able to do that for my son. Education is very important and I need to be a consistent example.
Five times a day I pray as hard as I can to be an example for him Every Bismillaah ir rahmaan ir raheem I pray for my sins I pray for GOD to protect him You see, I loved him before I met him Now, that I know him, I’m in love again My son I will always be your first kiss Your first love As long as, we both shall live Now, I reminisce about the 9 months that bought us to this And the stretches that mark My stomach, hips and thighs I am filled with pride as I look at my child My son, My heart, my love, the reason I exist Always, always remember this…. I love you and I will always cherish Every smile, every laugh, every kiss As I reminisce My son
It begins to tell, 'round midnight, midnight. I do pretty well, till after sundown, Suppertime I'm feelin' sad; But it really gets bad, 'round midnight.
Memories always start 'round midnight Haven't got the heart to stand those memories, When my heart is still with you, And ol' midnight knows it, too. When a quarrel we had needs mending, Does it mean that our love is ending. Darlin' I need you, lately I find You're out of my heart, And I'm out of my mind.
Let our hearts take wings' 'round midnight, midnight Let the angels sing, for your returning. Till our love is safe and sound. And old midnight comes around. Feelin' sad, really gets bad Round, Round, Round Midnight (A pale and lonely moon Lights the sky in the dark Before the dawn I sit here in my room how I sigh For the day that's come and gone Another lonely day passes by And a new day's coming on At midnight
Tears I've shed today Will pause waiting until tomorrow Dreams of what could become close to me Timidly There's a brand new day in sight At that time 'round midnight
Life's a game of chance And you're one of the minor players Look for what you love The day to come harbours some Let your spirit stop the fight At that time 'round midnight
Every day's gonna bring some sadness Every day's gonna bring some gladness So take what you can of the glad times Don't measure your pleasure in nickels and dines
You better look back on the day And you'll know when you've been unhappy Fears don't chased away just mighty might have the day Let your eyes put out their light At that time round midnight
I'll think no more about today For in a while this old day will be yesterday Alone at midnight here in my room I sit here in the gloom And let my dreams take flight 'Round 'bout midnight
I think most women like flower and candy...I'll skip the candy but a balloon and some tulips will do. Really the love is more important than anything that could be purchased. Romance should not always be measured in what is paid for,but rather how you really appreciate the other person. Love should be show everyday. I have never had "love" on Valentine's Day and that's fine by me.I wish happiness to all in love or in like.
Birthday will be here soon, not totally checked in....shoulders hurt. Very tense. So much to do and no time to get all excited about it. I am thankful. I have the best gift every year...my son.
Yes...It's 3:42 am. Jackson went down hours ago but I still have a ton of projects to finish. There is a contest at his school to win 50.00 dollars...I so need it,so instead of doing one part of the contest I am doing two. I wrote a poem and still have a couple of pictures to draw and cut out for a poster. I am still working on one essay and need to start the other for my English Composition class, not to mention read a book. I still need to go over my scales,chords and blocks, rehearse my lines for the play. Hard trying to juggle it all and be a mother at the same time but it is my life.
You would think that this snow storm has provided me ample rest and opportunity, but with children they come first. My son does not recognize that I need some time to do things for myself, he's just a baby. Even though I have so much to do for school, my son's need to interact with me is very important. Either he wants me to dance with him to Barney or he is begging me for gwapes,lol. I only used 1 pull up today YAY!
After having my son I found it very difficult due to the fact that I has no assistance. I recall being tired and in so much pain and asked to move around way before I was physically ready. I did not say anything due to the fact that I was made to feel as if my pain was minimal when I was unknowingly in my early stages of pregnancy. I was exhausted beyond words and was dealing with incredible pain in my back. I was told, what I was dealing with was nothing. I still worry now that people will think I am being "extra" when I am in pain, so I remain silent. I have to remind myself that is how someone who did not have my best interest treated me and that people who really care about you, will express an urgent concern. So ladies with that said...make sure you have an amazing partner and support team. I was somewhat able to rely on my friends and family and to this day I thank them. Below is so advice you can take to the bank with you.
What can I do to get my home ready for a mom recovering from a c-section?
The new mom recovering from a c-section is recovering from major abdominal surgery. Stairs are often very challenging if not altogether 'banned'. Create a space in the main area of your home for the mom to nest. In my house it was our lay-z-boy in the living room. A table should be nearby and sturdy enough to hold a few books, a telephone (whose ringer can be turned off), a big glass of water and a small plate of snacks. Make sure to have a few pillows of different sizes and shapes on hand - especially if she is breastfeeding. Pillows help the mom support her baby without putting pressure on her healing tummy. Do not expect her to cook and clean for the first few weeks. Recruit help from friends and family, but also remember that a mom recovering from a c-section needs peace and quiet. Now is not the time for her to feel like she must entertain. The sort of help you need is someone to deliver pre-cooked meals for you or whisk away your older children and shower them with some attention.
So Sy and I talked yesterday, very emotional conversation. He quoted something I told him months ago that still holds hope. I thought it was sweet and I did not tell him he was wrong, but I still said good bye in a not so distant way. I care and love him very much but it is time for me to move on. We had a very beautiful intimate relationship that will probably never die in our hearts.
He made me feel beautiful inside and out. He was not a selfish lover in or out the bedroom and Lord forgive me some of the best sex I have EVER had. He is a marathon lover who took his time to please me...and in turn I wanted to do all I could to make him happy...in and out the bed room. I never usually talk about two things my son's father or sex but today I am talking about sex. Yes I broke my celibacy and I am not upset about it at all. I was celibate for a little over two years. I was with my son's father on February 16, 2007 and no one until March 14, 2009... good huh,lol. No regrets.
When a man takes the time to appreciate a woman past the physical and really wants to make her happy, he will find sexually pleasing her as a must. Women are emotional and if he doesn't stimulate the heart...it's just a f&%$. Don't get me wrong do what ya do, but in a healthy relationship there needs to be that connection.
I miss the foreplay and the extended lovemaking, tough act to follow. I am open to dating again but Sy is such a gentleman that these city boys know nothing about. Sy courted me and I felt like the bell of the ball all the time when I was with him. I won't hold a score card up every time because that's not fair but whoever "he" is better bring it. Sy is the second man I have been involved with that knew that being there for his woman was essential. Hayden was the first...he was a nut and another story. All in all that laid a wonderful foundation and set the standard for being treated well.
